People get easily annoyed by the thoughts of living up their day everyday. Because in this world, it is inevitable to feel gloomy or feel as if you are a burden or whatnot to someone at some point.

by S.

Photo by S.

               No excuse whatsoever upon me going MIA. Awkward post.


by S.




               It's been quite hard to adapt to the new environment. It's not like everything is new, but coming out of my comfort zone really gives me a hard time. I have stayed in my cocoon for so long that the world out there is no more a fun thing. Out there, the world is filled with beings of built up egos and narcissistic act. They make me sick. There is always a point where I wish I could literally slap them in the face to give them a view of how they are treating others.

               To be living in the world where society have their rights to speak, yes I got nothing more to say to that. But to behave in ways that hurt or upsets people, to me, that is really unforgivable. I constantly wonders, what if they are in the position whose always been hurt by words and acts of them. Would they still act the way they do? Using people to every advantage and left them empty inside. And I thought;

by S.
              










               I build up courage to go through things. Somehow it get messed up and I started to drown in these feelings once more. I miss how close we were. Because during that short period, you saved me from my own demon.

by S.




Shallow in thoughts of the human kind,
Demanding the right to ones mind,
Conjuring it to the deepest fear,
From them who never hear.

Disappear in the wind of the shadowing,
Walking through the ally that is blackening,
Uttering bullshit that is lured to freed,
The demons that shouldn't be feed.

They say they listen to the voice of her,
Screaming and shouting for there's nothing to cheer,
In the corner she sits reminiscing it,
In a position of life, one can't barely sit.

by S.

I have found a greedy soul, dragging the innocence to the endless road of doomed. I fear the act of hatred for that greedy soul have found its way and thoroughly live in them. I fear, they would be the one being the horrible demon who bring the greed-full soul to an end of countless hate along with themselves.

 by S.




               Yesterday I decided to check out random stuffs on the internet when suddenly this title caught my attention, "The Chapel Hill Shooting". I started reading what is it all about because I saw the sentence "3 Muslims has been shot dead at their home". Serious talk, just reading that gives me chills. What is wrong with the world now.



               The three young Muslims were were killed on Tuesday, in Chapel Hill, North Carolina February 11, 2015. Some mention that it was about a parking spot. However an interview was done with Yousef Abu-Salha, the brother of two of the Chapel Hill shooting victims.

               I took his dialogue from here. 

“There were plenty of run-ins [with Hicks],” he said, “but the run-ins escalated when my sister moved in; she obviously wore the head scarf. I recall her telling me when she first went to visit the condo before she even moved in together, [Hicks] came and knocked on the door and told them they were making too much noise, and he brandished a gun at his waist.”

“It wasn’t only about parking spots,” he said, “[Hicks] would find any reason to harass them. The day they were tragically taken away from us, no-one was parked in his spot that he used to make a fuss about.”

“We are peaceful and that is what our faith preaches,” he told RT. “We don’t seek vengeance. We treat our enemies with kindness,” he said. “But we would like this crime to be labeled as it should be because that is the only way we can seek justice and solitude in everything that has happened. It is what they deserve.”
 
“We stand in solidarity and we sympathize with all the minorities recently, and all that has been going on in the world. We call it an injustice when we see it. We call it oppression when we see it. And we really need this right now.”

                We are all humans. Our lives matter, doesn't matter if you are of what religion or what color. Discrimination need to be stop immediately . Our religion taught  to respect all other religions and people, not discriminate.

 I believe no religion taught of hatred and war, every religion strictly command for peacefulness and togetherness. 

My heart goes to the families and people affected by the Chapel Hill Shooting and I seek and pray for JUSTICE to all. It is a huge loss of my brothers and sisters of Islam, May they Rest In Peace in Paradise.

by S.

"In such despair, she smiled anyway. Because every beginning has an end, but mine is extraordinarily grand."

by S.




               Ladies and gentleman, I am back to my home sweet home. Good bye HK and hello MY. Geesh I miss being there, where people don't judge what you wear. Respect your belongings. And most of the people I met, they are so friendly. It feels like home there too. HAHA can I have two home?

               Tired of having to travel back on my own. Dear sister went back earlier. Believe it or not, I got lost in the airport like zillion times. I have no idea why am I so clueless with directions.


               Things happen, yada yada yada. I'll not tell. Just so tired and sleepy. Wait, I got a photo to share.

Photo by S.

               It is the cotton candy cloud. Yay.

by S.

               People get easily annoyed by the thoughts of living up their day everyday. Because in this world, it is inevitable to feel gloomy or feel as if you are a burden or whatnot to someone at some point.

by S.

Photo by S.

               No excuse whatsoever upon me going MIA. Awkward post.


by S.




               It's been quite hard to adapt to the new environment. It's not like everything is new, but coming out of my comfort zone really gives me a hard time. I have stayed in my cocoon for so long that the world out there is no more a fun thing. Out there, the world is filled with beings of built up egos and narcissistic act. They make me sick. There is always a point where I wish I could literally slap them in the face to give them a view of how they are treating others.

               To be living in the world where society have their rights to speak, yes I got nothing more to say to that. But to behave in ways that hurt or upsets people, to me, that is really unforgivable. I constantly wonders, what if they are in the position whose always been hurt by words and acts of them. Would they still act the way they do? Using people to every advantage and left them empty inside. And I thought;

by S.
              










               I build up courage to go through things. Somehow it get messed up and I started to drown in these feelings once more. I miss how close we were. Because during that short period, you saved me from my own demon.

by S.




Shallow in thoughts of the human kind,
Demanding the right to ones mind,
Conjuring it to the deepest fear,
From them who never hear.

Disappear in the wind of the shadowing,
Walking through the ally that is blackening,
Uttering bullshit that is lured to freed,
The demons that shouldn't be feed.

They say they listen to the voice of her,
Screaming and shouting for there's nothing to cheer,
In the corner she sits reminiscing it,
In a position of life, one can't barely sit.

by S.

I have found a greedy soul, dragging the innocence to the endless road of doomed. I fear the act of hatred for that greedy soul have found its way and thoroughly live in them. I fear, they would be the one being the horrible demon who bring the greed-full soul to an end of countless hate along with themselves.

 by S.




               Yesterday I decided to check out random stuffs on the internet when suddenly this title caught my attention, "The Chapel Hill Shooting". I started reading what is it all about because I saw the sentence "3 Muslims has been shot dead at their home". Serious talk, just reading that gives me chills. What is wrong with the world now.



               The three young Muslims were were killed on Tuesday, in Chapel Hill, North Carolina February 11, 2015. Some mention that it was about a parking spot. However an interview was done with Yousef Abu-Salha, the brother of two of the Chapel Hill shooting victims.

               I took his dialogue from here. 

“There were plenty of run-ins [with Hicks],” he said, “but the run-ins escalated when my sister moved in; she obviously wore the head scarf. I recall her telling me when she first went to visit the condo before she even moved in together, [Hicks] came and knocked on the door and told them they were making too much noise, and he brandished a gun at his waist.”

“It wasn’t only about parking spots,” he said, “[Hicks] would find any reason to harass them. The day they were tragically taken away from us, no-one was parked in his spot that he used to make a fuss about.”

“We are peaceful and that is what our faith preaches,” he told RT. “We don’t seek vengeance. We treat our enemies with kindness,” he said. “But we would like this crime to be labeled as it should be because that is the only way we can seek justice and solitude in everything that has happened. It is what they deserve.”
 
“We stand in solidarity and we sympathize with all the minorities recently, and all that has been going on in the world. We call it an injustice when we see it. We call it oppression when we see it. And we really need this right now.”

                We are all humans. Our lives matter, doesn't matter if you are of what religion or what color. Discrimination need to be stop immediately . Our religion taught  to respect all other religions and people, not discriminate.

 I believe no religion taught of hatred and war, every religion strictly command for peacefulness and togetherness. 

My heart goes to the families and people affected by the Chapel Hill Shooting and I seek and pray for JUSTICE to all. It is a huge loss of my brothers and sisters of Islam, May they Rest In Peace in Paradise.

by S.

"In such despair, she smiled anyway. Because every beginning has an end, but mine is extraordinarily grand."

by S.




               Ladies and gentleman, I am back to my home sweet home. Good bye HK and hello MY. Geesh I miss being there, where people don't judge what you wear. Respect your belongings. And most of the people I met, they are so friendly. It feels like home there too. HAHA can I have two home?

               Tired of having to travel back on my own. Dear sister went back earlier. Believe it or not, I got lost in the airport like zillion times. I have no idea why am I so clueless with directions.


               Things happen, yada yada yada. I'll not tell. Just so tired and sleepy. Wait, I got a photo to share.

Photo by S.

               It is the cotton candy cloud. Yay.

by S.

S. 1995. In love with darkness of the world for some thought otherwise, she have her own mind. May you encounter more of her, of the good and bad imaginations she have. All that will be written won't always be the truth. She speaks the thoughts that kept on playing in her mind and the words of the damn she heard. She do not appreciate plagiarism in any way. Used of any content of this blog without permission is strictly prohibited.


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