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02 January 2016 | 15:28


               It is already in the year of 2016. Not planning to come out with any new resolutions and whatnot cause it would only be forgotten as the time passes by. Amazingly, last year was amazing as I get to travel and see places. Believe me, my first plane ride was only when I was 20. And I went to more than 3 countries in a year, how amazing is that. Alhamdulillah I enjoy every second of it.

               There was definitely a downside to that year itself. Still a going on process in finding out happened to me. Which of course not a huge deal, just it got me restricted with what I am able to do. Anyhow, here are some pictures I would like to share with you guys.

If ever anybody is going to see this post though.

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16 November 2015 | 23:43


To always be at a point of breaking, it's hard to keep up with life. Somehow, funny is it not, to have nothing but dreams to keep on living even when it is just so hard to go on. It appear to me that we're born with indecisiveness in each and everyone of us.

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15 September 2015 | 22:36


Words said out, being so dread
How could it not? When I feel so dead
Almost all the time I said I'd cope
Though I know, I got no hope.

Should I have known that the world does not only resolve around me
But I only thought, probably I could get a shot
I wander and wonder of all things that might be the key
To those happiness, laughter, jokes and what not

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18 June 2015 | 02:01


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          Assalamualaikum, here I would love to say my wishes to all Muslims in the world, may we have a blessed Ramadan Kareem. 

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17 May 2015 | 02:51


People leave. They just do. No matter how they stressed out saying they would stay, they still leave. It's only normal.

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16 May 2015 | 04:51


               Woken up every morning with either words or songs in my head. Silently whispering in my ear of words I never had courage tell. Should anybody feels what I felt, trapped is what I could describe of it. Simply, these words plays tricks on me, that I came to a point where I imagine the worst of everything. I live in fear of things unsettled, paranoid.

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09 May 2015 | 01:16


I see now beyond everything
The smile, the laughter, the talk and the sing
The moment that one cherish
For a second I cannot accomplish

Hush there tiny heart
It will be fine as life is a work of art
Eyes shut, tears stops, chin ups
A little crying is okay even if it is just a hiccup

Crystal clear your tears my dear
Glistening under the sunny weather
Pray to God that one can be at peace
Then will fly in, a happy and beautiful bliss

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02 May 2015 | 22:01


               Some time before my mind went as blank as they was, I couldn't even think of happy thoughts. Cancel that, I could hardly think of anything. Rarely or even occasionally this happen and somehow this time, it had me on pause in life. The past had already cause me to put a hold on things like love and hatred. Not that I don't care, but these feelings are no longer in my interest. 

               Surprisingly, having to accidentally bump into one's account where words of thoughts were conveyed and still is convey in English, lighten up a smile. Every little things that have even the slightest bit connection with English, never fail to put me in a place of heavenly feels. Odd as it seems, I feel the urge to make up a conversation. Though as much as I would like to, I will never have the courage to do so. Not if it is not an important things to talk about.

How I wish that person read this; they who speaks English makes me feel belong somehow. 

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13 April 2015 | 22:20


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" Light those darkness, for it can be the only way to see the true path. "



10 April 2015 | 22:06


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               So me and my parents went down to the big city, where everything is basically just there if you feel like buying it or owning it. Hence, haha I am always so psyched when going there. This time, I get my chance to shop for books. These are some of those I bought recently. There are tons of books that I managed to grab whilst there.

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