Some time before my mind went as blank as they was, I couldn't even think of happy thoughts. Cancel that, I could hardly think of anything. Rarely or even occasionally this happen and somehow this time, it had me on pause in life. The past had already cause me to put a hold on things like love and hatred. Not that I don't care, but these feelings are no longer in my interest.
Surprisingly, having to accidentally bump into one's account where words of thoughts were conveyed and still is convey in English, lighten up a smile. Every little things that have even the slightest bit connection with English, never fail to put me in a place of heavenly feels. Odd as it seems, I feel the urge to make up a conversation. Though as much as I would like to, I will never have the courage to do so. Not if it is not an important things to talk about.
How I wish that person read this; they who speaks English makes me feel belong somehow.
by S.
02 May 2015 | 22:01
Some time before my mind went as blank as they was, I couldn't even think of happy thoughts. Cancel that, I could hardly think of anything. Rarely or even occasionally this happen and somehow this time, it had me on pause in life. The past had already cause me to put a hold on things like love and hatred. Not that I don't care, but these feelings are no longer in my interest.
Surprisingly, having to accidentally bump into one's account where words of thoughts were conveyed and still is convey in English, lighten up a smile. Every little things that have even the slightest bit connection with English, never fail to put me in a place of heavenly feels. Odd as it seems, I feel the urge to make up a conversation. Though as much as I would like to, I will never have the courage to do so. Not if it is not an important things to talk about.
How I wish that person read this; they who speaks English makes me feel belong somehow.
by S.
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S. 1995. In love with darkness of the world for some thought otherwise, she have her own mind. May you encounter more of her, of the good and bad imaginations she have. All that will be written won't always be the truth. She speaks the thoughts that kept on playing in her mind and the words of the damn she heard. She do not appreciate plagiarism in any way. Used of any content of this blog without permission is strictly prohibited.
